irrevocable

2006-10-03T23:05:00.000-07:00

Trackspin: RHCP - 21st Century.

Stupid bassline for this song requires an envelope filter. Auto-wah. Zzz..

Realisation hit me in the shower. There's only ten more weeks left to the major event. That's not alot of time. And we've yet to finalise songs, not to say that not everybody has submitted ideas yet, me included. Hopefully everything will turn out just fine.

I'm tired as shit now due to the fact I woke up at 4am this morning. Don't know why I woke up though. Just did and got a message not long after that. So basically, I started my day off with messages from Xavier and a gifted kid. Sheesh. Went back to sleep at 6plus, woke again at 11, still feeling as though someone hit me in the head with a sledgehammer. Tired and aching slightly. See if I can do up the pre-enlistment shit tonight when I get back. It's about time.

I need to screw my head on right. This isn't getting me anywhere and I know it. A fork in the road ahead. And no, its not a bike fork Darren, nor is it a dessert fork or any other eating utensil with prongs for spearing at food. Screw it.

2004-06-27T18:57:00.000-07:00

anon: you wanna help by nt creating another problem by staying anonymous? lemme tell yer this...thats abso-fucking-lutely bullshit...simply coz by coming here & flaming, you're already causing another problem? so stop acting noble & saying you dun wanna create another problem coz i simply think thats nutfuck alright? hope you get my point in this... =)

sec2 junior: well...if you knew anything about this, you'd be smart enough to think that i've tried that at first? but den agn, being ignored & now getting flamed is fun ain't it? well, being sarcastic here isn't gonna help things so i shall be a little more straightforward...i've tried that before & it got nowhere fast...simple enough for that grey matter btwn your ears to process? now that the qns is outta the way, thanks for visiting anyway...graet to know that i have so many nutfuckin unknown ppl coming to my site from your sch...&, if you really cant tell frm the sarcasm, you should really seek help... =)

2004-06-14T22:35:00.000-07:00

[Intro]
Girl, understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think ya gonna change ya
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-eleven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
you know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Lakers are going DOWN...

2004-06-10T19:07:00.000-07:00

well, watching game3 now...lets just say the lakers are seemingly dead...24pts with 3:37 left in the 2nd qtr? haha, score is now 33-24...the lakers are gonna lose...they aren't welcome in auburn palace...they can rot in hell, hahaha...stupid kobe only got his first point on a effing free throw in the 2nd qtr? hahaha...off-night bugger...so much for his clutch shot in game2...hope pistons take the 3 games at home to snap up the title...muahahaha...

*FEAR THE FRO!*

2004-06-09T20:21:00.000-07:00

too much of a coincidence? dammit.

2004-06-07T20:01:00.000-07:00

stupid poser on tags agn...go get a life...no, seriously...

2004-06-06T21:25:00.000-07:00

congrats to cally & koon wah! haha, this is where a new story begins yeah? -grins-

wells, pistons just won he lakers 87-75...woohoo, haha...told mervyn that it would happen & we both agreed billups would step up in this game & it went as we predicted...except that he wants LA to win...now he's telling me its the larry brown curse where they win 1 & lose the next 4 in a row, hahaha...

well, both parents are in today...apparently both pakat take leave together to go shopping or sth lar...think i shall go qw with lilsis ta lk fer my shoes den maybe dine with her or else i'll dine with family...maybe dine with her den meet family go shop, wahahaha...if they're still shopping...

think i better go bathe nw & go meet lilsis somewhere in tp first den go qw...

*pistons starting lineup -->
C - Big Ben
PF - Sheed
SF - Tay
SG - Rip
PG - Billups

bernice:- hmmm, so...i dun know who you are...why do you even wanna know what the hells happening to me? do you understand the term "minding your own business"? seriously... -shakes head- whoever you are, you don't have the right to come around here trying to get things outta me...much less so coz i don't know who the jack you are & also simply coz its none of your business...whatever i do has nothing to do with you in the first place...so why bother? simply coz you're nosey? heh....can't believe it...

2004-06-02T22:24:00.000-07:00

well, its a pretty day with nice weather...lunch was just bad...someone took the cap off the salt shaker & my soup ended up having more salt then is needed to marinate a bloody chicken...ended up throwing the soup after drinking a couple of mouthfuls...pizza was good though...hmmm, heading to church ta do candles agn...wow whee...

* guardian:- eh, why don't you leaqve a name huh...kinda pointless not to leave a name on a tag isnt it... -rolls eyes- besides, i think i seriously cant be bothered with this qns alr...

2004-06-01T22:49:00.000-07:00

decided to just change my blog fer awhile due to alot of shit eh...i DON'T want people to come in here doing shit...esp since whatever i do has nothing to do with others in the first place...pissing me off...i mean, what the fuck, now someone says that i dedicated some song over the radio? when i don't even fucking listen to the radio in the first place? much less am i at home in the first place nowadays...fucking bullshit...whoever is posing should really just fuck off alright...if yer got the guts ta do this shit, come tell me then since you seem to be having fun screwing things up eh...btw, since its MY BLOG, i write what i want since its my place to vent alright...what i write matters not to people who don't have the fucking sense to think in the first place of stuff like that in the first place...so for once, please just use that small little piece of grey matter in between your ears to think about it alright? seriously...my other blog's still active at another url at the moment since im getting crap on it...